I told them I felt different,
Awkward and a bit excited, bad even.
I could not tell their expression.
It’s funny because that is what I am afraid of.
Okay not 100% Frighten then,
But I doubted everything I planned to say
Worrying that it might not make any sense.
My darkest moment, it’s like being led by the blind.
Covering it all now with smile.
I must look calm- I said.
But deep inside I am nervous to death,
kowing that I can so easily make a fool of myself.